I wish you knew that I hear everything you say about me. I wish you knew that your words stick in my head, stinging like wasps, poisoning my self-esteem. I wish you knew that I used to trust you more than anyone else. I wish you knew that you were the sister of my soul, without a single secret.
But now, you tell me less than you tell your new best friend. I have to find things out from others. You were the only one I cared about for the longest time, but now...The cuts are too deep. I miss the girl you used to be.
I guess I have to say goodbye, to save my sanity. You know I don't want to let you go, but I have to do what's best for me. I wish this wasn't something I had to do, but to my heart, you know I must be true. I hope you'll be happy without me by your side. It seems that you're okay now, so I'm guessing you'll survive. So this is my last goodbye to my very best friend,
I hope you'll know that I'll always care about you. I'll miss you more than you know. I have to rebuild my life, but I'll never be able to replace you.













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